MY st0ry 0ut hEre!![c0mE bAck fr0m disappeAR]



it's been l0ng time f0r me haven't update my DA account...I think mybe ab0ut A year i guess i havent upl0ad my w0rk.HuU...MisSing all my friend out here..In the End 0f last year,i really bz with playing 0nline games (Ryl Tartarus) private server.....But n0w i have retired fr0m play games anym0re.B'c0z 0f this...I g0t s0 so s0 damn bad result f0r SPM....B'c0z of this,i havent studies..Haven't read any b0ok but instead..I stil keEp playing..What a mess..My mUM and DaD l0itering me..AaHHH...."sakit telingaku" hearing them l0itering at me..[sekarang aku da insaf]....Kinda jeal0us with my friend c0z all of them have g0 away to Univercity and c0llege...Just left me al0ne here...Waiting and waiting....I g0t an 0ffer t0 enter f0rm 6...L0t of people d0esnt want to enter it c0z it m0re harder then the univercity..Hurm...Thinking and thinking..I d0esnt have any other ch0ise...S0...I enter back t0 the sch0ol w0rld again..Wearing unif0rm..Ahh...First time i be student of f0rm 6...I feel a bit shame..Hurm..Just thinking.What sh0uld i d0 hear?Sh0uld i keEP studying or just go w0rk and earn my own m0ney...But..I take a ch0ise..That is..T0 c0ntinue study[a bIT laZy t0 w0rk]...Hehe...Errr.....I think..I wanna be a teacher..HuU.Next year the real exam c0me.I wanna strike with full p0wer t0 gain m0re better result..And take degree in teaching..H0ping can be a lecturer ..Hehe.....W0ndering what sh0uld i d0 next...Playing or drawing or study???
I th0ugh better f0r me to take drawing and study as my imp0rtant thing that need to d0 n0w..HuU..0h yes!!Im starting t0 learn jp0on language.HuU..Kinda hard to remember the symb0l's.HuU..But im learning n0w..Urm..



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[nEEd inf0rmati0n fr0m 0ther's]


A questi0n that i neED t0 ask fr0m other's viewer...Err

°did my artw0rk impr0ve??
°did my artw0rk impr0ve much
or little?
°sh0uld i do a c0misi0n?
°sh0uld i change my drawing
style?
°which one is better??
[ilustrati0n,sketching,painting,etc] which better f0r me to f0cus 0n



plz giv any c0mment f0r me..HuU..NeED s0me resp0nden fr0m u'll


thanx
by:ApEXeR a.K.a Aki hEdgE

P/S:s0rry f0r my bad english

it april now and lot of thing that i miss over the year..
like doing some damn useless thing like play game day and night 24/h
and now


im steping out from playing game..need more time to spend on my A4 paper and comunity...


and i think i wanna change my nickname..aslo running on my mind..
reason= so many people use apex name...so..better change good nickname..and sure i will create new account...with new artwork and my pic...and...hope u`ll will visit that ACC soon..
k...BB

hope someone can give me advise on something..

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somehow...im realy2 buzy...with spm yaeh..
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totally mess up with everything seround us..
never take of other people taht close to us..
difrent style,way`s and everything....
never the less....we never capable to do by our self..
one thing is that should we think...think of other people...
don`t only think for your self....that is a bad habit.....
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lol...now...i feel like bored ar.....
when want to write this journal...feel bored to...